So since the last time I blogged I have had a lot of changes in my life the biggest I would say is yet again I jumped off the corporate ladder and plunged into my life with my kids. Maybe my drive for money and my drive for success is better used for my jewlry business. That's exactly my drive for where I'm at in life now. The other big change is I am now a truckers wife. This life is not glamorous this life is tough. I have 5 kids who are not biologically his yet he claims them as his. My TD supports my life goals and currently the sole provider for this family. It's so odd many months ago I was sitting in my therapists office saying, "I can't do this life" and "no one in my life bears my burdens with me" well as the bible says in Isaiah 30:18 blessed are those that wait for him. God blessed my family abundantly. I remember one day yelling at God "I WILL NOT BE YOUR JOB." I told my mentor this and she said instead of telling God what you won't do why not let him lead you to his will. Those were some profound words coming at me. I realized she was right I had to let go and let God. I realized when I was doing life my way nothing went well. So since I have let go and let God I have truly been blessed. Sorry I got a little off track but you get my point I wouldn't have this new not so normal normal life if it wasn't for letting go and letting God.
Till next time
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