My not so normal new normal life

So since the last time I blogged I have had a lot of changes in my life the biggest I would say is yet again I jumped off the corporate ladder and plunged into my life with my kids. Maybe my drive for money and my drive for success is better used for my jewlry business. That's exactly my drive for where I'm at in life now. The other big change is I am now a truckers wife. This life is not glamorous this life is tough. I have 5 kids who are not biologically his yet he claims them as his. My TD supports my life goals and currently the sole provider for this family. It's so odd many months ago I was sitting in my therapists office saying, "I can't do this life" and "no one in my life bears my burdens with me" well as the bible says in Isaiah 30:18 blessed are those that wait for him. God blessed my family abundantly. I remember one day yelling at God "I WILL NOT BE YOUR JOB." I told my mentor this and she said instead of telling God what you won't do why not let him lead you to his will. Those were some profound words coming at me. I realized she was right I had to let go and let God. I realized when I was doing life my way nothing went well. So since I have let go and let God I have truly been blessed. Sorry I got a little off track but you get my point I wouldn't have this new not so normal normal life if it wasn't for letting go and letting God.



Till next time

A hard choice

So today I have some hard choices to make for the greater good of my family I’m going to go back to school for my lpn

mom struggles

When I started having kids never did I expect to be a single mom, that wasn't in my plan. I planned to raise a family with the man I married and grow old have grand kids and die. Everything had a different plan for me. So here I am a single mom juggling my 6-2 and my passion along with 5 kids who let's just say it over power me by number and will power. Needless to say skyler my youngest was thought what it means to be a man today. See he broke this little girls arm at school last week total accident but doesn't change the fact that this poor child needed surgery. So today after school I brought him to the girls house to he could see even accidents can hurt others and leave lasting consequences. But in teaching him a lesson I was shown a bigger one as defeated as I feel daily I am still doing something right because I'm not giving up I'm going on through the struggles of raising 5 kids alone and doing as best as I can every day.

Intro

It's been many many years since I have done a blog my dear sister whom I've adopted into my family remembers when I use the blog and Has sat there and said to me  I miss your blogs you really should do this again are used to blog under cards and kisses back when I scrapbook and I had a card business but now I branched into jewelry I don't make it I just sell it what is paparazzi accessories do you ask it's  where  fun meets five dollar fashion i'm a single mom  I have five children and people used to scare me branching into this adventure of my life I have gained confidence and self worth and my kids get to see this that's the huge benefit to me as my kids get to see a confident woman  my daughters get to see that their mom can have it all I open my boutique in about a week or so and I couldn't be more thrilled no not all of my posts are going to be light and airy some might be venting but just know beneath the vent I really do feel blessed thank you for coming and reading I love you all take care